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Me vs. You

True Story.

3 weeks ago: Boy meets Girl. Boy falls for girl right way. Girl is wondering why. Boy assumes girl is a doll – sweet and warm. Girl thinks boy is mad, but doesn’t say so. Boy insists girl is sweet and warm. Girl knows boy isn’t for her.

2 weeks ago: Boy is in awe. Girl is mortified. Girl tells boy it isn’t peaches and cream everyday. Boy continues to imagine.

1 week ago: Girl is agitated. Boy is targeted. Girl shows she isn’t perfect or even sweet. Boy slowly realizes the truth. Girl is aloof. Boy tries to change girl, instead pushes girl away.

1 day ago: Girl is running away from boy. Boy is devastated. Boy is hurt and angry. Boy assumes girl is heartless – cold and fake. Girl is relieved.

The end.

The moral of this story. Don’t assume, don’t imagine, do not I repeat, do not for one second think you are special and the only one, within seconds of being involved with someone. I am a chick and if I say so then, there must be some truth to it. It beats me why this common misconception happens over and over again to people. It’s kinda scary how the ways in which people a set, just rotate around that  singly directed sphere.

People, people, people why do you build yourself so high up only to fail or fall on your big fat ass? Nobody is gonna like you off that bat, let alone except you. Nobody will respect if you behave like an ignorant child.  The few who do, fabricate ‘who you are’ by their terms, to suit their needs or use you for their benefit.

Ha, the United States of America is sure one hell of an array of  psychotic characters.

I would rather be alone, than compromise who I am for someone who I feel isn’t worthy to start with. I am still laughing at the petty minds, who don’t get what they want. Don’t get me wrong, I like getting what I want too – there’s only a few who succeed every time.

Tough, huh?

Does Good-Bye mean Letting go?

A week ago, my family suffered a loss when my grandpa passed away. We’ve been preparing ourselves for his passing for a year and a half now, so it wasn’t a hard blow. Yet, it was sad.

I cried. And, on that exact same day my mom called me with the bad news, I had to see my ‘lover’ go. When I say lover, I mean in the best possible way. He’s more my friend than anything, and yet we find ourselves crossing the threshold between a platonic friendship and a romantic endeavor every time we see each other.

It’s a given he thinks. It’s a given I think. After three years, it doesn’t get easier to see him go. We live in different cities you see. So, that fateful Sunday, I cried. Cried like I haven’t in a long time. It scared me to cry that much, because I almost forgot I was human. I think I cried because my soul was hurting and the loneliness swept over me.

Now, my grandpa is six feet under and restfully where he needs to be. I’m glad I spent some time with him the last time I was in Sri Lanka. I only have fond memories of him. Which can only make me smile now.

However, my ‘lover’ is bundled up somewhere because of the biting winter in his hometown and I sit here at my desk with only questions. Questions that I haunt myself with.

I believe in walls. But, I believe in destiny too. He is probably the only guy I know right now, I would break a wall or two for. Scares me but without risks where would we go? I like to push the boundaries of my existence, not all of them only a few. Love is tainted though. Sex is what we settle for. Pathetic.

I hate good byes, and I don’t know how to let go. I need a lesson in that.

Oh well. Life must go on.

Food for the Soul!

http://www.eightprinciples.com/

Lots of fun, but mainly true!

Happy Tuesday!

Living like it all depends on you.

Here you are down on your knees again
trying to find air to breathe again
Only surrender will help you now
The floodgates are breaking
and pouring out

Here you are down on your knees
trying to find air to breathe
right where I want you to be again
i love you please see and believe again

Here you are down on your knees again
trying to find air to breathe again
Right where I want you to be again
See and believe!

The Earth is Miracle and Life Remains a Mystery

After watching the movie 2012, I think it’s high time we did something about our home!

November Rain

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin’ when I hold you
Don’t you know I feel the same
‘Cause nothin’ lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it’s hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain

We’ve been through this
Such a long long time
Just tryin’ to kill the pain
Yeahh..

But lovers always come
And lovers always go
And no one’s really sure
Who’s lettin’ go today
Walking away

If we could take the time
To lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin’ that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
Then darlin’ don’t refrain
Or I’ll just end up walkin’
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time
On your own
Do you need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don’t you know you need some time
All alone

I know it’s hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn’t time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time
On my own
Sometimes I need some time
All alone
Everybody needs some time
On their own
Don’t you know you need some time
All alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain
I know that you can love me
When there’s no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
‘Cause nothin’ lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don’t ya think that you
Need somebody
Don’t ya think that you
Need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You’re not the only one
You’re not the only one

By Guns n Roses